sewn

to wake up from my own brings brief paradise
something escapes from my unconscious mind
tired and trapped i am so wrapped up tied up hopelessly
stomach is burning churning broken glass is hurting me
been violated by a hatred sewn up inside of me
how long has this idea been trying to get out
how long has this idea been trying to get out
and what am i so desperately trying to tell myself
tired and trapped i am so wrapped up tied up hopelessly
stomach is burning churning broken glass is hurting me
been violated by a hatred sewn up inside of me
tell my mom i love her if i can’t get it out
tell my mom i love her and tell my dad and my brother and my boy
if i can’t get it all out at least tell my mother
tired and trapped i am so wrapped up tied up hopelessly
stomach is burning churning broken glass is hurting me
been violated by a hatred sewn up inside of me
and if i figure it out will it heal me
someone heal me