Before I Was Caught

Sometimes I have to run
To think it all becomes way too much
All the things I want and need in life
Seem like the things i never
I never ever touch
I dont deserve the best
The best I will settle will
Revolve with all the rest is rest
And I will sleep my days away
While the others will trust
I try my best
And then it comes to me
My thoughts were all
Were all inside my head
I control my destiny
Until Im lying
Im lying
Im lying
Alone in bed
I raise my head to feel and try
I try to squeeze out a scene from thoughts
But then I fall
I fall asleep
And dream about before
Before i was caught
Before i was caught
Before i was caught
Before i was caught
Before i was caught
Before i was caught