Sieves

I emptied a bottle of pills down my throat.
How many there were I, I don’t know. whether I choked
Or swallowed is all the same to me.
It’s getting the job done by any means.
I can feel my lids gaining weight and getting weak
And this empty bottle beside me brings me sleep.
I was digging through my books and found a card.
I opened it up and read all the lies you had said.
Love me forever, never leave me, you’ll never be alone.
You are a god damn liar I hope you know.
If you were to see me today, than you’d see me walking away.
And we scream from frustration at pictures on the wall.
I’m torn, I’m ripped, I’m broke, I’m stripped, I’m bald.
Left with a picture of the girl of my dreams.
The tenament is clean.