Mars Arise

Why do I walk through this life without aim?
And why don’t I find any name I can blame?
It’s the same for ages, this game’s without changes
I need hate to enrage and a face to raze
Oh ****, I want all this to end
I didn’t mean what I said but words are cement
I cannot comprehend and again and again
My doings depend not on what I intend
I lied to you and I said the truth
But when you were gone I did not see what’s become
And what needs to be done, feel so numb
Like a lake in the rain, full of fakes and mistakes
I need to awake, I need to awake
Contradiction on my way
With every stp I accept
I stray further off the right path
Thre is no end, go further down the nest
So on this day I realize
That profane ways are out of sight
I summon demons, summon gods
To me it makes no odds
I’m at war and the war is with me
With my pain with my hate and with all I create
And at war with the war within me
I define my identity as the enemy
I’m at war and the war is with me
With my life, with my strife, with the fight I fight
That’s why I exorcise
Mars arise, Mars arise, Mars arise
I take, I take, all I can take
The stuff corrodes me like swallowing blades
I need the bleeding
I hurt and I want more, I hurt and I want more
I’m at war and the war is with me
With my pain with my hate and with all I create
And at war with the war within me
I define my identity as the enemy
I’m at war and the war is with me
With my life, with my strife, with the fight I fight
That’s why I exorcise
Mars arise, Mars arise, Mars arise
Mars, Arise
I call you to war
To war to break this mind
And to grind it blind
Limits are undefined
No cure in sight for this caustic disease
No relief, I forever forsake peace