Deadlines

This poison can make me appear to be lifeless
Revival requires an antidote; an explanation to why my soul woke
Buried guilt at night still makes itself known
Conscience returning; I tried to suppress it for a long time
But the truth is here to seize and take control
It’s the antagonizing voice in my mind
My deadline was never met
Made my mistakes but I can’t shake them
I wish I could let it go In my heart, in my mind some things never add up
With sense of regret, my deadline was never met
My demons have become my judges and I’m guilty of all
They’ll drench me in gasoline; Ready to ignite
But the truth is here to seize and take control
It’s the antagonizing voice in my mind
My deadline was never met
Made my mistakes but I can’t shake them
I wish I could let it go In my heart, in my mind some things never add up
With sense of regret, my deadline was never met
I won’t make the same mistakes I did today
It’s time for me to change, erase the memory
Trying to move forward and find my way
It’s time for me to change, erase the memory
You and I have been neglected
Just flaws coexisting
Trying to find our way
We’ll always be connected through our mistakes
(Our mistakes)
My deadline was never met
Made my mistakes but I can’t shake them
I wish I could let it go In my heart, in my mind some things never add up
With sense of regret, my deadline was never met