Behind the Smiles

Do you remember that day in the theatre?
Your smile seems like the best I’ve ever seen
I have given you more than my life
But you have smashed on the ground
With your feet down my face
Can you see it? I’m dying
And I’m still waiting inside these walls
Dying back down on your knees
For this pain that erases me
‘cause I swear, I’ve tried
To find the light inside these eyes
But I’m not what you need
So leave my mind and my dreams
Forget my face and what we were
I just want a place for myself
Maybe one day I will find the way to end this hell
I will find a way to trust you
But if you see my eyes
You see the truth
Can you see it? I’m dying
And I’m still waiting inside these walls
Dying back down on your knees
For this pain that erases me
‘cause I swear, I’ve tried
To find the light inside these eyes
But I’m not what you need
So leave my mind and my dreams