Slough of Despond

In silence I am wandering
Can’t avoid the screaming words
I try to make up my mind
All this thinking makes me blind
No control in my mind
And I open my eyes
Don’t know what to do
I’m waiting for answers
But they are all untrue
There is a never ending pain
Slowly tearing me apart
Never ending insanity
Your darkness makes it hard
(Solo J.E.)
And I open my eyes
Don’t know what to do
I’m waiting for answers
But they are all untrue
There is a never ending pain
Slowly tearing me apart
Never ending insanity
Your darkness makes it hard
In silence I was wandering
Couldn’t avoid the screaming words
I tried to make up my mind
All this thinking made me blind
The reason for my suicide