Drifting

Every morning I wake up
And I fail again
The demons I wake
Are too strong you say
I don’t follow
And I sink into insanity
I cannot calm
So called irrational fears
My secrets are safe for now
Don’t wake me up
I only want to sleep through it
Or go out and get in the game
Does anyone see the irony?
Don’t drive me to mediocrity
I seem some kind of distant
‘Cause I’m being black mailed by myself
Drifting further and further away
I’m fighting my fights
And you have a right to remain silent