As Always

I end up too weak to fake it
And you just suggest I throw it all away
Giving up too many afternoons
Now to groping for some apparition
when I should just be getting back to you
Open up
How can I open up?
I’m going to be like you as soon as the voices stop
Here’s someone I never met before
Where the clown invites the clown,
I’ll take you down and down and down
Remember we go
Sooner or later I will change and we will be all right
Never asked for an apology
You know I don’t believe in mixed emotions
I can see we can’t control the world
With your voice now front and back of me
I think you had me confused with the man who lost his nerve
The man who fell to Earth