What if I?

Our couch is cold, bed sheets are folded
The table is set for two
Your honest soul, so beautiful
I’m wondering where are you?
When I close my eyes
I wish I could see you
One more time
In my broken car
Just you and I
For one last time
Where you are
My last night in town and the air is brown
Til I wear again my crown of shame
My dirt around and the leaves fall down
I can’t choose the way, every trail leaves the same
City far behind
Mile by mile, sign by sign
What was my line passes by
Why am I still fine?
Maybe I was wrong, when I started this fight
Asking what if I, what if I, what if I
When I close my eyes
I wish I could feel you
One more time
In my broken car
Just you and I
For one last time
Where you are
(What if I)
Maybe memories will keep me alive
After killing me one too many times
Where you are
I know where you are
Still when I close my eyes
I wish I could find you
One more time
In my broken car
Just you and I
For one last time
Where you are
Where you are