Infected

There is something wrong with me. Flesh crawling with disease
I want to die, but I want to survive
Survival is the only way the price that must be paid
I chose to live, not die
…Not to fucking die
Oh my god I’m fucking dying. Infected and diseased… Stranger to purity
Cut your losses, face the facts… This body is a prison with suffering attached
I have nowhere to go… No place to hide
The time has arrived where I can lay and close my eyes
No one else would care if I would remain alive…
Throw me out like trash. I’ve felt this once before
Hold my breath, I know I cannot do this anymore. I can’t do this anymore…
This disease is killing me
Flesh rot
Your body’s breaking down
It’s time
Your body’s going underground
I can’t do this anymore
This disease is killing me