Blunt Force Trauma

Goodbye to freedom
the time has come, I could feel it coming
incarceration
lock me up and throw away the key
Enjoy the existance
you never know how long it lasts
envy the «normal»
longing for conformity, and what i’m not
I saw the truth, inside
I can’t believe it’s me
I saw myself, from beyond
sttanding outside of me
my bloodstained hands, so dirty
I can’t believe it’s me
i saw the truth, inside
Goodbye to society
what I have done, ha brought me to my knees
hello to concrete walls
of concrete truth and concrete laws
Enjoy my anger
feel it bubble up and burst
envy the «normal»
I know I cannot be a part
of what they have
Inside of me rages a war of insanity
I do not know how to feel total tranquility
but I am alive
feelings i had may now be dead but I used to know
know how to love for the right reasons, not to control
now I am emotionally dead
Welcome into my mind
those of you who like to poke in there
now slice my cerebral cortex
to try and find a clue
I once hear a hard blow
to the frontal lobe
could cause emotional
disturbances in my head
A blunt force trauma
a loveless father’s way
pointing directions
of the map of death
I saw the truth, inside
I can’t believe it’s me
I saw myself, from beyond
sttanding outside of me
my bloodstained hands, so dirty
I can’t believe it’s me
i saw the truth, inside