Consequent Forfeiture

I feel this anguish
The coming suffering
Creeping inside my flesh like worms feasting, making their way through my veins
I made myself the offering
Taking on the wrath of God to stop the slaying of innocence
Cancerous boils cover this shell, ripening pustules set my skin aflame
My flesh suffers and so does my mind!
The pain so astounding, I lose control of my muscles, they begin seizing,
heightening my misery
Insides begin churning, a feeling I can’t explain
A rush of liquid to my mouth, I begin vomiting
Velvet liquid containing mass
Insides
Liquified
The sores that cover begin to expand
The outer skin rupturing causing the liquor puris to expose
Now covered in my own bodily fluids
I reach the apogee of this stimulation
Rushing through every orifice, I leak more of my essence
In the presence of my son, he looks in horror, as I expire
«Son, go forth and become…»
Before I can finish, my breath has run out
My gaze never leaves him, my life now in the hands of eternity