Pillow Talk

She screams bloody murder
It’s in one ear and out the other
You become oblivious to this
As she starts I draw a blank
My mind reads blank
I find my bliss
I see vibrant colors
I do not speak
I draw blank
I hear no voices
Red, blue, green
Slow breathing
Is this nirvana?
I find bliss in this
Eyes wide so she thinks I am taking it in
I hear, feel, see nothing human
Red, blue, green
Slow breathing
There is no reason to take this
No reason to live like this
Slowly moving the pillow over your face
Watching the life drain from your body
Red, blue, green
Slow breathing
Is this nirvana?
I find bliss in this