Futurelessness

Everything
Take everything
Lie to me until it becomes more real than anything
After total secession
After the dark enlightenment
After Chevron blacking out the sun trying to do the right thing in hopeless
situations
I don’t know how well you can remember your own adolescence
The hope sloughing over like sand
Planning carefully the right strategic way to be just anything
Martha’s vineyard in flames murder them
I don’t want or need to think about the truth
Rotting in an institution
I don’t want you to know anything about me
Being invested in truth like that makes you pathetic
You were never being attacked you wanted to feel attacked