Coming Back

I’m having a hard time keeping up my promises
I know what I’m doing is pretty much the opposite
They say I should keep from acting with my impulses
When playing a game that may result in damages
Even knowing that I will be falling into deeper waters where I don’t belong
Even knowing that I will be stepping into messy places where I lose control
I keep coming back
Time and time again
Even if I’m trying hard to pretend I’m not
Giving in again
I keep coming back
Time and time again
Nothing that I do will hide that in truth I like
Being here again
And just when I felt like finally I’m over it
There’s something that makes me kick aside my reasoning
I’m telling myself I’m capable to manage it
Addiction is growing and I don’t see an end to this
Even knowing that I will be falling into deeper waters where I don’t belong
Even knowing that I will be stepping into messy places where I lose control
I keep coming back
Time and time again
Even if I’m trying hard to pretend I’m not
Giving in again
I keep coming back
Time and time again
Nothing that I do will hide that in truth I like
Being here again
I keep coming back
Time and time again
Even if I’m trying hard to pretend I’m not
Giving in again
I keep coming back
Time and time again
Nothing that I do will hide that in truth I like
Being here again
Being here again
Being here again