Heaven

Heaven is not a place on my mind
I’m just controlled by the other things inside
God’s the only one who can judge me
I haven’t met him yet so you can take a seat
My mind is racing
Eyes in a haze
But I’m still controlled
By other things
Born into a world that doesn’t feel
Born into a world that barely seems real
Born into a world that will never see
The lies in the ways that we live
My only hope is that one day this world will open its eyes and see
My only hope is that one day this world will recognize… recognize me
I know what I have to do
But knowing’s not enough
I know what I have to do
But how do I keep messing up?
Everyday I keep making
The same mistake
Everyday that I wake
I keep making the same mistakes
Burn the houses that use to be homes
Because I’m not living for tomorrow
Burn the houses that use to be home
Because I’m not living for tomorrow