Not in Love

I can’t get up
It’s always hard
To face the day
With the bills to pay
Black or white isn’t always right
Look in the mirror while thoughts get clearer
You brought this up
So get on top
Nothing’s more terrifying
Than the attempt to laugh
Won’t you stop?
There is no winner… at all
What I feel is what I can’t say
All I see is what you gave to me
What goes around just comes back down
That’s how it was and how it will be
The way things are
We’re not in love
Nothing’s more terrifying
Than the attempt to love
Won’t you stop?
There is no winner
In this loosing battle