Black Despair

I close my eyes and fall
Don’t recognize scenes passing by
Each and every limb feels numb
Ghosts of the past are burning my brain
With you all colours fade
Silence’s getting loud it’s just insane
I wish I was myself again
I open my eyes and fall
Can’t event get up from the ground
I’ve lost all sense of what is real
Again you’re taking over me
With you all colours fade
Paralysed I must remain
I wish I was myself again