Pain Over Pleasure

A counter measure, pain over pleasure
I’m throwing solace in the abyss
When all these thoughts I’ve repressed for weeks
Finally start their deceit, always tryna get away from me
I found the source (yeah)
I held it close
With a clear mind and line of sight
They will never break me
Under pressure
No pleasure nothing to gain
That’s why I prefer the pain
My whole life’s a mess
A wrecking ball of stress
Without a thread of hope
So tie the fucking rope