Painful Love

More to feeling hostage
In every conversation
I know it won’t stop now
Until I lose hope
I’ve tried so hard and now I gave up on us
So cold in a place I’m living in
I keep waiting for a world you promised me
When I don’t give him his way
He starts making me believe that
I’m only a disgrace
I’m not worth anything
Love never comes with a fist
Violence’s always here
But everybody always looks the other way
Clouds taking shape
Let it rain, let it wash me away