Beyond Description

Beyond description without encryption.
My only depiction reads like fiction,
or bad television,
but my best revision
describes this as pure fission.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond comprehension or even mention,
this is obsession — a complete extension
of my attention to perfect retention
of elevated sexual heaven.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
I barely manage.
I barely manage.
Beyond possibility. Barely real to me.
I’m so guilty of shedding misery
and taking everything; running endlessly
from what was surely meant to be.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.