I'm A Monster

A couple of pills for my aching head
What happened last night
It´s totally blank
Empty bottles are everywhere
And who the hell is that guy in my bed.
My darling demon is my only friend
— Here it comes.
But I´m not gonna die.
I gotta get out of here…
Same old voice screaming in my head
— Oh, girl. you´re a monster.
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I´m a monster.
Life has a funny way of changing one´s fate
Surrender to hell — I used to be whole.
Now I struggle through every day
Can´t stop shaking.
But I´m not gonna die
Divorced from reality
I gotta get out of here
Visions are blinding me
I gotta get out of here
Same old voice screaming in my head
— Oh, girl. you´re a monster.
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I´m a monster.
…help me…
Help me change my attitude
To choose between what´s right or wrong
The voices that are drowning me.
.so loud, so loud.
Same old voice.
Same old voice screaming in my head
— Oh, girl. you´re a monster.
Same old song keeps haunting me
Yeah, I know I´m a monster.