Familiar

So familiar are your eyes
Didn’t see you walk past by
Such familiar gust of wind
I can’t remember when
Pictures made me feel alive
Memories made me wanna cry
Never thought we’d ever fight
Nor would we say goodbye
You said you’d stay when seasons change
Even when you felt blue
I said I’d play all of your games
Despite the leaves changing hue
Every time I pray
Silence fills the room
I forgot your name
Sorry you’r fading too
Why are you so blue?
Why do I stare so hard
Into myslf even in the dark?
Nothing gets past your remarks
Like a puzzle, we were meant to fall apart
Why so familiar is your name?
Your touch, your skin, your everything
I would always fear to replace
You with empty space
Forgive me for insanity
I’ve only talked to myself
No one wants to be friends with me
And I don’t need anyone else
I’ll be friends with myself
Ocean air made me wanna cry
City air makes me wanna die
Petrichor made me feel alright
Your world makes me wanna say goodbye
I’ll try my best to feel alive