Cool and Refreshing

I’m so terrified of all the things I love I know that I will lose them all one
by one
But that’s not what I think about when I look into the sky, I see sunlight that
is blinding and it just hurts my eyes
And I’m trying to be fine but I lie about the things I say will never die
Like memories, forgiveness, and the light inside my eyes
It’s terrifying
It’s totally fine
Think of me by the creek in cut off jeans holding onto something that has
meaning to me
Well, I don’t really think my life will ever make me as happy
As Kaaterskill creek
I’m trying to be good but I’m done
No wait just kidding, I’m not
'Cause I still have that feeling of water above my knees
It’s cool and refreshing
And that won’t fade away