Disorganization

Disorganization;
Papers flyin' all around I do not chase them
Doctors gave me Adderall I did not take them
I’m missing messages, whole passages
How am I so bad at this?
I cannot believe I fell so far behind
Misplacing my belongings uncontrollably
It was right there a second ago, what the fuck is going on with me?
All my file names are fuckin' with me mentally
(roadblocking myself knowingly
I’m so busy)
I forgot to breathe
I forgot to breathe
What did you tell me?
What did you say?
My mind is wandering
Running away
I don’t remember what you said
I don’t remember anything
I don’t remember what you said
I don’t remember anything
But it’ll be alright
I’m optimistically okay
Gotta do it my way
(standards got me losing it)
I find things will come to those who put their heart in it
But now I’ve sacrificed my mind