Absence

I’ve never thought about this loneliness
never thought about these empty rooms
my days should have ceased before yours
I was not prepared for all this emptiness
everything was like I should miss before you
everything was like I should be part of the absence
the absence that now fills every hour
Old and exhausted with no breath
no one listens my silence
but all is vane, all is useless
it’s only me waiting for death