Running Out of Time

I tried to make it right
And I failed so many times
I prevailed
In a different light
But one will always side
Do I abide
To the decency
Of life that’s ruled by love?
Or do I cry
In secrecy
When I have to give it up?
I’m running out of time
Different lives
The mystery
Of a want to be reborn
And my mind
In history
Forever seeks to mourn
Pleasure unremembered
In my periphery
And in front of me
Everywhere
In a dark blue and purple shade
And me
An ecstatic being
Went up to an apex
Riding a blanket
Of energy
The city shined light sporadically
I rode the sky and all the while
The earth remained down
Perched
In the dark
For homecoming