The Reasons I've Decided to Die (Michael's thoughts)

I will not be laughing stock
I will not be screaming man
I will not just wait here
For the flood to come to us
I am not your screaming stock
I am not your laughing man
And these are the reasons
I’ve decided to die
I lost myself to darkness
Every six out of twelve hours
when I walked out of the concert
without moving from the moshpit
And called a cab
Do that again, man
Do that again
Do that again, man
Do that again
Well here, my dear
Here it is Came home from the city
Sneaking glances at the man in front of me And he looked cold and scared
And part of me wished he would go away
When I realised how I thought of him
I was ashamed
And it was grey as I went home
And I felt very small
And these are the reasons
I’ve decided to die
A woman sits alone
behind the merch tent
While the stupid party rages
Someone drops a tray of glasses
A drugged-out man asleep
across the road
A drugged-out man asleep
across the road
And these are the reasons
I’ve decided to die
These are the reasons
I’ve decided to die
And these are the reasons
I’ve decided to die
So now I So now I So now I So now I find myself
Walking the perimeter of Castle Towers
Quarter past eight
Quarter moon
I just got off work
It was a slow day
There’s a bunch of guys with hoods
around the parking lot entrance
Some of them are standing one is crouched against the door
I’m a little scared
I walk a little faster
Don’t know why I’m walking here at all
And these are the reasons I’ve dec-
Someone runs across the road
from the library
I’m a little startled
I Wonder if they’re following me I could use some company
You know I could use some company
I could use some company