Counting Scars

My heart seems to break at first
The first time that I cried, first to apologise
Can’t ever get it right
I guess I messed it up again
Flashback to the things that I regret
Flashback to the things I can’t forget
Maybe it’s just me am I the one to blame
Maybe it’s just me I’ve messed it up again
And I’m left here counting scars
Yeah I’m left here counting scars
My heart seems to stop for a second
Second guessing my life for the second time
Can’t ever get it right
I guess I messed it up again
My heart skipped a beat the third night
The third fight, the third time that I’ve lied
Can’t ever get it right
I guess I messed it up again
Flashback to the things that I regret
Flashback to the things I can’t forget
Maybe it’s just me am I the one to blame
Maybe it’s just me I’ve messed it up again
And I’m left here counting scars
Yeah I’m left here counting scars
Taking four steps back from where I was before
Cause my heart can’t take this no more
It’s beating out my chest like four to the floor
As I fall to the floor I’ve messed it up for sure
And I, I find it hard to breathe
But I’m still on my feet
Maybe it’s just me am I the one to blame
Maybe it’s just me I’ve messed it up again
And I’m left here counting scars
Yeah I’m left here counting scars
Yeah I’m left here counting scars