Love Controlled Despair

I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regrets
All I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside
I’m in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave all behind
(I wish) To set free and to forgive… An illusion of myself
(I want) To breathe and to truly live without the claws, the claws within my head
All I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside
I’m in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave all behind
I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regrets
All I want is you to be there
All I want is you to be there
and no longer feel dead inside
I’m in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave, leave all behind