Demons

I can count
On one hand
The amount of times this year I’ve felt okay
I’m trapped
And afraid
I can’t go anywhere
Or do anything
On days I’m met with this feeling of impending doom
Serotonin won’t produce
And makes me want to introduce
My neck right to this fucking noose
Then kick the chair and watch my spirit leave the room
That’s how low I get
Then it’s rollercoaster when the panic hits
And it takes its toll on me
But I keep telling myself
Keep telling myself to
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you’re missing now
It’s fine, it’s fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
The silver linings' underlying
If you keep searching you’ll find the light
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you’re missing now
It’s fine, it’s fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
It’s only in your mind
And when I least expect
It just comes right back
Oh fuck
Here it comes
Here it comes
Here it comes
Here it comes
My heart’s racing
At a pace that
I can’t hang with
Help me
I’m afraid that
I won’t make it
I need to breathe
I need to breathe
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you’re missing now
It’s fine, it’s fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
The silver linings' underlying
If you keep searching you’ll find the light
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you’re missing now
It’s fine, it’s fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
It’s only in your mind
what once was mine
I’ll take it back
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you’re missing now
It’s fine, it’s fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
It’s only in your mind
It’s only in your mind
It’s only in your mind
It’s only in your mind
Pick up, pick up
The pieces that you’re missing now
It’s fine, it’s fine
These demons, they are only in your mind
It’s only in your mind