Are You Looking

I could stay in this place
I know it so well
There’s comfort and static
In the familiar smell
Of decay in my body
Decay in my mind
It’s stagnant water
Complacent and kind
And you know what I’m thinking now
You’re what I think about
When I don’t wanna think anymore
I’ll find someone to pass the time
Something sweet to take my mind
Off what I’m looking for
Are you looking?