fuck up

They say life's about enjoyment, so I know I do it wrong
Been a while since I smiled, it'd be all good once I'm gone
Take a vial of the poison, mix it all up in my cup
Get fucked up, then we never ever, ever gon' wake up
I'm a punk, fill my trunk with some shit so it explodes
Rolling stoned, kinda drunk down these California roads
Not okay, I'm deranged throwin' rocks out in the rain
I'm a fuck up, oh, I'm a fuck up, oh
They say life's about enjoyment, so I know I do it wrong
Been a while since I smiled, it'd be all good once I'm gone
Take a vial of the poison, mix it all up in my cup
Get fucked up, then we never ever, ever gon' wake up
They say I've got trash in my closet
Runnin' from my past is exhaustin'
Everybody laughs at my problems
Hoping that I black out of conscience
Ever since the third grade, I heard "Hey
You better fuckin' work hard to earn pay"
Never get a nice car on birthdays
A dagger into my heart, the worst case (Yeah)
They say life's about enjoyment, so I know I do it wrong
Been a while since I smiled, it'd be all good once I'm gone
Take a vial of the poison, mix it all up in my cup
Get fucked up, then we never ever, ever gon' wake up