Head

every time I love I lose instead
every word she said still in my head
if it made things better
leaving all those letters left unread
it’s still me here dealing with
all these feelings in my head
I can’t take this
it’s on my mind again
you said I’d never let it go
once again you win
but I know the things you’ve done
but you say it’s in the past
no reason for me to jump
to these conclusions fast in my head
if you only knew what was in my head
I can’t take this
it’s on my mind again
tell me when you’re with him
does he fuck you like a lover or a friend?
does he know the things you’ve done?
does he think it’s in the past?
cause the truth is finally here at last
in my head
if you only knew what was in my head
I can’t take this
manipulated once again
breaking until I bend