By Your Side

Well, what’s left of me?
As I lay there silent with a blank stare
I forget to breathe
Now I’m grinding my teeth and I can’t sleep
Overthinking and feeling bitter
As all of my patience slowly wears thinner
You’ve taken the best of me
Now I lay here fighting all your fake fears
And I hate what’s left, but you know I can’t let go
And I hate what’s left, but you know I can’t let go
You do this every time
Now there’s no one by your side
But it’s your fault when you fall for your own lies
And you make your issues mine
You’ve changed far from what you were
And I gave everything I could
Now we’ve both got problems, I know it
But you let yours build up and surface
And I hate what’s left, but you know I can’t let go
You do this every time
Now there’s no one by your side
But it’s your fault when you fall for your own lies
And you make your issues mine
I’ve seen this through too many times
You look at me and say you’ll try
But your eyes still don’t meet mine
Then we pretend everything’s fine
You hold your hands against my face
You pull me in, then push away
And no matter what I say
It’s still me that takes the blame
Now you do this every time
Now there’s no one by your side
But it’s your fault when you fall for your own lies
And you make your issues mine
And I hate what’s left, but you know I can’t let go
And I hate what’s left, but you know I can’t let go