I Owe an Explanation to Myself Now

I believe I owe an explanation to myself now
To myself now
All the years I pleased myself by
Clicking all the likes
While I was barely half alive
Signed out, still I know I tried
Clicked «like» like a hundred times
Always replied
To boost my profile
Feel lost when I go outside
Where’s the sex, where’s the sunny side?
What’s this cold life?
I wanna be inside
Whoa-whoa-oh
Come back to me
Who’s whispering?
Whoa-whoa-oh
Come back to me
Obey the screen
Feel anxious when you’re far away
The next room like the Milky Way
I can not put you down
I will not put you down
But then I cracked like a twig in the cold
For a minute felt a hundred years old
I put my phone down
I’ve let myself down
I believe I owe an explanation to myself now
To myself now
All the years I pleased myself by
Clicking all the likes
While I was barely half alive
Surface, surface!
I need to resurface, surface
I can see the surface
Don’t let it drag me down
Don’t leave me to drown
Surface, surface!
I need to resurface, surface
I can see the surface
And sunlight, daylight
Wildlife, my lost time
I believe I owe an explanation to myself now
To myself now
All the years I pleased myself by
Clicking all the likes
While I was barely half alive
Whoa-whoa-oh
Come back to me
Who’s whispering?
Whoa-whoa-oh
Come back to me
Obey the screen
Whoa-whoa-oh
Come back to me
Who’s whispering?
Whoa-whoa-oh
Come back to me
Obey the screen
I believe I owe an explanation to myself now
To myself now