all i can see

I wish I had friends
I wish I had anyone to save me
But I ain’t like them
I’m just a nightmare in the making
I pray that this ends
That the Baphomet will take me
Away from loose ends
'Cause I’m not to be forsaken
Maybe it’s the anxiety
But the funny thing, is this all I can see
And fucking blinding me
When I honestly just
Feels like I’m on drugs
Even though I don’t even take 'em
It’s fucking me up
to feel complacent
It’s like I’m on drugs
I hide sometimes so I feel safe from
The pain in my gut
Yeah, it’s fucking me up
Feels like I’m on drugs
Yeah, I should dive
Swim to the surface when I’m stable
Let’s skip the pretend
'Cause this life is not a fable
The story don’t end
Till I’m hooked to all these cables
And start to see red
As they lie me on the table
Maybe it’s the start of things, something I can see
It’s beyond the dream, an advisory
And it lies to me, fucking blinding me
When I honestly just
Feels like I’m on drugs
Even though I don’t even take 'em
It’s fucking me up
to feel complacent
It’s like I’m on drugs
I hide sometimes so I feel safe from
The pain in my gut
Yeah, it’s fucking me up
Somebody wake me
'Cause life is a daydream
And I’m wasting time with you
So many faces
Yeah, I’m losing patient
And I’m stuck on
Feels like I’m on drugs
Yeah, feels like I’m on drugs
Feels like I’m on drugs
Feels like I’m on drugs, yeah, yeah