Happy to Be Un-Happy

I have fresh scars
Both Inside and out
The blood pours from my back, my head and my heart
You punched, pushed and pulled
Always gave me a headache
You threw a TV at me down from the staircase
Let’s
Take this back
To when this first started
It was bad back then
But I was blind
Now I see
All the bad things
The torture
The torment
But still I was fine
To go on
I was happy to be unhappy
The rest of my life
I was happy to be unhappy
The rest of my life
Just to have, a family
To finally call my own, my own
Two years go by by and then you stripped it away
I saved, I forgave
You took everything from me
Every bit of life and love and money
It was never enough for you
You’ve had enough
And now you’ve just turned away
I saved, I forgave
You took everything from me
Every bit of life and love and money
It was never enough for you
You’ve had enough
And now you’ve turned away
You lied to me
Your family
About the way you treated me
They see right through you
They all said that I was way too good for you
You cheated
Time and time again
I saved, I forgave
You took everything from me
Every bit of life and love and money
It was never enough for you
You’ve had enough
And now you’ve turned away
I saved, I forgave
You took everything from me
Every bit of life and love and money
It was never enough for you
You’ve had enough
And now you’ve just turned away
Ohh
It’s too hard
To live with this
The memories
The times I forgave
But I’ll never forget
All you put me through
To just walk away
Ohh
It’s too hard
To live with this
The memories
The times I forgave
But I’ll never forget
All you put me through
To just walk away
Ohh
It’s too hard
To live with this
The memories
The times I forgave
But I’ll never forget
All you put me through
To just walk away
Ohh
It’s too hard
To live with this
The memories
The times I forgave
But I’ll never forget
All you put me through
To just walk away