Endless Cycle

You can gauge out my eyes
But I’ve already seen enough to last a life time
You can cut off my hands
But I’m a thief at heart and I know I’ll steal again
No more innuendos
No more hiding my face
The truth is that I keep looking at your daughters the wrong way
Sever my flesh from me
I can’t stop tossing and turning
Reliving the regrets that I can’t seem to forget
Wipe the slate clean; I want to be set free
I believed a lie; this is not me
My fantasies are built on things I was never meant to see
I’ve turned into the man that I was never meant to be
God knows I tried but the devil whispered lies and I believed; I believed
(This is not me)
I believed a lie
I believed a lie
My flesh knows the way back to her door
And no matter how strong my heart is I keep going back for more
Going back for more
I believed a lie
Replace these lies with the truth
I want to see the right way
Replace these lies with the truth
I am not my mistakes
I am not my mistakes