If You Loved Me

I trembled and rocked
In the room that held us together
With eyes closed
I unlocked all the love you turned with a key
I guess I wanted to believe that
My life was not a dream
But now that you’re gone
And the page has turned on
I’m face slapped with reality
There’s a hurt on my heart
I’ve not known all my living
What a blow to my soul
From the coldness that you’re giving
And this pain
Wouldn’t share your name
If you loved me
I wish I had known
That your love was unobtainable
And I wish I had known that your word
You didn’t
Stand by
And it kills me that I could still be
Wanting you tonight
After all that I know and all the things
That you’ve shown
I am sure I can no more abide
There’s a hurt on my heart
I’ve not known all my living
What a blow to my soul
From the coldness that you’re giving
And this pain
Wouldn’t bare your name
If you loved me
There’s a hurt on my heart
I’ve not known all my living
What a blow to my soul
From the coldness I would know it
If you loved me
If you loved me baby
If you loved me
The pain
Wouldn’t bare your name
If you loved me