Nostalgia For The Present Moment

Got rid of that mood
Understood the way it grew
Said to it, «I've had enough, we’re through»
I’m trading you in for chill singing until
I know where my will is headed
Talks 'bout how to digest the past
As you forseein' what’s old as new
Like new, you don’t have to see for yourself, I
Before I change my mind
Looking back at what
I thought, I thought, I thought
What if I was wrong?
Before I made it rough
I can not imagine what
I thought, I thought, I thought
'Cause what I thought was wrong
Shaking up, eager to ease
The thunderheads we’re caught beneath
Rain like a sign to clean the slate
Exchange that bitterness for some grace
Levels to read a balanced struggle
Again, forgiveness, shame
I should know by now the shape it takes
The shadow’s length
Have the levity to laugh away
That way, don’t have to see for yourself, I
Before I changed my mind
I was thinking 'bout a girl
Thought I was left behind
What if I was wrong?
I can’t see past the time
When I was thinking 'bout her
Oh no, oh no, oh no