In Spite Of Me

I wait in the darkness, I try to hide my face,
I know what You’re saying, Is there another way?
Nothing that You’ve offered, Has meant a thing to me,
And everything I’ve wanted, Remains a fantasy, (I wanna be)
Free, make me free to all You are, (make me)
See, see all the beauty of Your scars, (let me)
Know, how to love unselfishly, (and won’t You)
Show, show me how to live in spite of me, in spite of me.
The pain is overwhelming, The anguish so severe,
The loss of this will kill me, Please come and calm my fear,
Open me to wonder, And all that I can’t see,
For everything I’ve squandered, Forgive and silence me, (cause I wanna be)
Free, make me free to all You are, (make me)
See, see all the beauty of Your scars, (let me)
Know, how to love unselfishly, (and won’t You)
Show, show me how to live in spite of me, in spite of me.
I fell in the end, and I don’t know when I will be free,
So tell me again, tell me again how I should be,