The Infidel

As of late I don’t believe my open eyes
Not because its so surprising
It’s because they show me what I want to see
Even when it can’t be true
As much as I can tell, i’m an infidel
Im an inconsequential shell
So I ask myself, Am I an infidel
Because I don’t believe that my calluses are ever gonna leave
Now you’re gone I can’t believe the things I hear
Not because they’re so damn piercing
It’s because they whisper what I want to hear
Even when you can’t mean it
As much as I can tell, I’m an infidel
I’m an inconsequential shell
So I ask myself, am I an infidel
Because I don’t believe everything the eye tells me
Now I know when the lightning will break
Because it all starts to ache
Before the clouds are in view
Now I know where the flood will occur
Because my eyes start to blur
Before the waters immerse us
As much as I can tell i’m an infidel
I’m an inconsequential shell
So I ask myself, am I an infidel
Because I don’t believe that my calluses are ever gonna leave