Eleanor

Herald our ending
Nothing’s depending on me now
I was unable to sit at your table
And how
Saying 'Well, may I.
Well, may I be excused?'
But no one is listening
The silence is blistering
And rude
I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to be here
Anymore
I’m not cut out for adult games anymore
You’re making the bed, girl
I’m counting the heads, girl
Well, I do
How can I stay here?
I said 'how can I stay here with you?'
Don’t get excited
I was never invited out of love
Just as this vase is, I’m filling in spaces
But never enough
I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to be here
Anymore
Is it cruel to be like this?
I only mean kindness
But she is the likeness
Of Eleanor
Herald our end dear
Nothing’s depends here on me now
I don’t want to play, I
Don’t want to play I spy or bacarat
I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to be here
Anymore
Wait till I show you
Wait till I show you
Who’s worth so much more then this petty charade
Just wait
I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to be here
Anymore
Is it cruel to be like this?
I only mean kindness
But she is the likeness
Of Eleanor