Panic Attack

thought i could fake this thing alright
thought it could somehow get me by
watching the docters as they slide
needles into my eye
thought i could finally get around
laughable symptoms keep me down
faces i see keep me blind
now their redemtions mine
now that i can exchange actions for words
now that i found these insides fears the worst
now that i know there’s no place left to hide
can i become all i thought i might
as the leaders who follow
the path of whoever was standing round them
call to say i’m missing
and into a detail they always go
don’t beleive them
but offer condolences under the circumstances
all too often i’m missing the spirit of fit in
so call me out
thought i could soundly sleep tonight
positive clear and breathing right
panic attacks me now
seems like a fair redemtion
now that i can’t exchange actions for words
now that i found these insides fears the worst
now that i know there’s no place left to hide
can i become all i thought i might
as the leaders who follow
the path of whoever was standing round them
call to say what i’m missing
and into a detail they always go
don’t beleive them
but offer condolences under the circumstances
all too often i’m missing the spirit of fit in
so call me out
now that i can’t exchange actions for words
now that i found these insides fears the worst
now that i know there’s no place left to hide
can i become all i thought i might
as the leaders who follow
the path of whoever was standing round them
call to say what i’m missing
and into a detail they always go
don’t beleive them
but offer condolences uder the circumstances
all too often i’m missing the spirit of fit in
so call me out again
thought i could fake this thing alright
thought i could somehow get me by
watching the doctors as they slide
slipping the needle in my eye
eye
a needle in my eye
eye
a needle in my eye