Sober

I guess you think
I want you back
Even after all of that
I’ve been through hell and back
But I’d do it for you
After all you put me through
You fog up my brain
You make me insane
I know that you’re bad
Driving me mad
Choking me out 'til I can’t catch my breath
I think that’s just one of the side effects
When I’m with you
I float on a cloud
But you cover my mouth
And leave my legs bound
I’m scared that I gave you
All of the control
I can’t get up
I’ve dug myself into a hole
Choking me out 'til I can’t catch my breath
I think that’s just one of the side effects
Tell me to give in everything is a lie
Only thoughts I have are of suicide
Even after all of that
I’ve been through hell and back
But I’d do it for you
After all you put me through