Free

Can’t do it like everyone does
Can’t love it like everyone loves it
I’m so far away from it
I’m so afraid to try again with it
Can’t feel it like everyone feels it
Can’t see it — can’t talk about it
But I still dream about it
I am afraid I could never get back to it
Come on close your eyes
Touch my skin
Make me free
I want to see
How it would be
If I, If I … could feel free
I remember the time before
Everything was open, every door
The boundless freedom at every season
Don’t know if that’s the reason
Come close your eyes
Touch my skin
Make me free
I want to see
How it would be
If I, If I … could feel free
I am so far away from it
I am afraid I could never get back to it
Hold me, Hold me
You told me that you want to help me
Kill me, Kill me
Kill me now
Come close your eyes
Touch my skin
Make me free
I want to see
How it would be
If I, If I … could feel free