Stop Trusting Me

Stop trusting me
I won’t walk with my foot to the sea
Stop testing me
I’m not Job, I won’t walk righteously
If you don’t know, just say you don’t know
God, I don’t know
God, I hurt myself today, and you didn’t stop me
The silence bleeds
The silence that bleeds has no blood left to grant me peace
The side that leaks has dehydrated finally
If you don’t know, just say you don’t know
Don’t make something up as you go
Because God, I won’t know
God, I hurt myself again
And again you said nothing
I’m starting to think that you’re not there
They say that you trust me
But I’m not trustworthy
So speak
Oh God just speak