Degrading

I don’t wanna hang around anyone today
I’m sick of them asking how I feel
I just need some space
Now I’m here trying to find myself
Trial and error
I feel like I’m getting nowhere
But I’m on my way
I wanna live I wanna leave
I wanna see if I still bleed
I’m gonna scream ‘til I’m awake
Calling all my demons
Here I am now the forgotten
I’m a loner in this world
I am walking down the boulevard
Of all of the unheard
I’m too far gone I walk alone
I’m falling, I’m fading
I’m constantly degrading
A riot in my head
I wish I was somewhere else
I spent seven years in this factory
Trying to break the spell
Sometimes I forget how to talk
How to walk, how to fake
I put down my defences
Here I am stuck on streak of bad luck
Calling all my demons
Here I am now the forgotten
I’m a loner in this world
I am walking down the boulevard
Of all of the unheard
I’m too far gone I walk alone
I’m falling, I’m fading
I’m constantly degrading
I wanna live I wanna leave
I wanna see if I still bleed
I’m gonna scream ‘til I’m awake
(whoa!)
I wanna live I wanna leave
I wanna see if I still bleed
I’m gonna scream ‘til I’m awake
(whoa!)
Here I am now the forgotten
I’m a loner in this world
I am walking down the boulevard
Of all of the unheard
I’m too far gone I walk alone
Here I am now the forgotten
I’m a loner in this world
I am walking down the boulevard
Of all of the unheard
I’m too far gone I walk alone
I’m falling, I’m fading
I’m constantly degrading